At times I am angry but never so angry as to forget how much love we have shared and the joy we had as a family. My heart will hold fast to that love until despair is turned away.
Love and goodness is what it is all about. People turn towards love like plants turn towards the light and are renewed. It is important to reinforce this positive outlook tonight as negative factors gather in the periphery of our lives to feed like vultures upon the event of your demise. That mindset is so foreign to me that I really cannot comprehend it. It is probably a mistake to waste time analyzing evil anyway – detracts from our goal of forward positive motion.
We are making it and finding a way forward despite many challenges. Like I really have been mired down with what your death involved – why such a terribly brutal ending for my sweet girl? But it was an ending – not THE END- your being will still have meaning and impact through good works we do in your name. The suffering I manage by recalling the quote “The soul leaves the body quickly and with joy – like a child leaps from the schoolyard gate”.
Leap and fly high my little one, dragon dancer, we are OK alone here.
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